Tuesday, 10 June 2014

confession time

Hi All

Its been a while since I put pen to paper and spoke to you, well it is hard for me to admit, but I have felt very down and not y usual self, this is so unlike me as I am usually a very upbeat, positive, bubbly person so it was a shock to y system to find I had lost interest in my hobbies.

Since my mum died, I have not really felt like doing a lot, its been like life is going on but I am not in it, nothing was really giving me much pleasure, my health has not been good and it felt like everything was just to much trouble, I did not want to go down the line of medication, I take enough as it is, I did get a spark of interest with my sewing and I hoped this would be the start of me coming back, I think it is. 

I spoke to my son in Edinburgh and my Dad and I are going up this Saturday to stay with them for a few days, I am looking forward to that, my dad has never been so it will be fun showing him around, he wants to visit the underground town, I have been and it is well worth a visit.

I hope when I come back I will be feeling a lot more like my old self.

I hope you forgive me for telling you all this, but I do feel that I know a lot of you and that you will understand.

So my friends till I return, and hopefully in a better frame of mind, I bid you adieu'

5 comments:

The grandmommy said...

It is called depression in the form of morning. I know about it. I lost my mom many years ago. It was so difficult for me. Just keep pushing and live each day one at a time...one minute at a time if necessary. You will bounce back as your mom would want you to do. I think it is great you have such a great relationship with your dad!
Enjoy yourself have a safe trip and I will be looking forward to your old self soon. :-)
Grandmommy

Steinworks said...

Honey go off and enjoy yourself, you need to kick up your heels for a bit to get back to your old self *dont go too wild you wouldn't want to wind up in jail or anything*

Hugs
Marisa

PILAR6373 said...

Espero que disfrutes con la visita a tu hijo y te de fuerzas para recuperarte y ser la de siempre!!! Te esperamos!!!
Besos.

Kez said...

Take care and take all the time you need xox

Chris P's Minis and More said...

It will be ok, just take your time you're in another chapter of life, it's hard and it will be ok. Take time and enjoy whatever you want for the time and we'll see you later, Hugs!